I hate this

I hate this

Autism, developmental delays, brain damage from stroke or hemorrhages.

I don’t care.

I hate it.

I hate that because of it I can’t get a picture of my beautiful son.

My friend, Chelle, set up a beautiful photo shoot outside with a lovely Santa who sits and reads stories to the kids for amazing Christmas photos.

I hate that whatever it is that makes Keegan this way means we can’t even get him to sit and listen to one story. No posing, no smiling. Just sit. Without a stick in his hand. Without throwing a fit.

There is no reasoning with him. He doesn’t want a reward. He doesn’t want to do something else. He doesn’t even NOT want to do what you’re asking. He just can’t.

And I don’t know why.

I hate it.

It breaks my heart. It makes me angry. And I hate it.

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